Tuesday, July 10, 2012

DREAMWALKING


This is a place I have never been in before – it is night, the sky is a deep royal blue and filled with white diamond stars.  I do not see the Sister Moon.  The ground is a vibrant orange-red, and is a desert marked with huge rock formations that form a surreal landscape.  These rock formations have been honed by the wind to resemble statues, some squat and round, others lean and tall.  Against the starlit dark sky, these become alive, denizens of the desert.  It feels neither too warm nor too cold, and is too constant to feel natural, although it is very natural indeed, while the winds are light, stirring up the red dirt into small dust devils that settle just as quickly.

Now I see that there are two other men there, one very young, barely out of his teens.  His companion is an older man just entering his middle age span of life.  Both are attired in North American Native garb – buckskin, furs, and homespun garments, jewellery of turquoise, shells and agate, head dresses of feathers.  They have drums and rattles and woven blankets which they spread on the red ground, and wave me to come closer. 

I do so without hesitation, because I know I’ve been called here, and I recognize this now as a place in the spiritual realm, what their vision of The Great Spirit would be.  Speaking to me without speaking, they tell me that they need to work in opening a temporal gate, because some people are trapped behind that barrier.  I nod my understanding, and wait for further instructions.  The men strip their clothing off, leaving only their footwear, loincloths and jewellery on.  The younger one takes up a drum and begins to walk the circle drumming.  The older man lies down on the blanket and motions me to lie down with him.  I do not hesitate, and do so immediately.  He instructs me, again without words, that we must now enter into our Dreamwalker state, and travel across the temporal wall to create the doorway from there.

He holds me tightly, and I am very, very aware of his chiseled hard body spooning next to me, but I turn away from such thoughts and set my intent in concert with his, as we both, entwined more intimately than in sexual bond, let our spirits fly.

The world blurs around me, and although it is still the same, it is somewhat different.  I recognize this as “seeing it from the other side”.  I find a native rattle trimmed with buffalo hair in my hand suddenly, and am jolted with a sense of honour that this confers to me.  I feel humbled and elated, silently thanking the Powers for this blessing, and knowing that I know what to do, begin to beat a counterpoint rhythm to the drumming I still hear as a pulse of my blood.  My Dreamwalker partner is now dancing to the beats, his feet barely stirring the dust.  Our work is separate yet as one… the beats of rattle, drum and dance … our hearts beat as one… as one… one…

… and now we’re back, with about a half-dozen other people around us.  The drumming still continues, as the younger man circles the space and we Dreamwalkers get up off the blanket.  I suddenly feel annoyed, because one of the women with curly blond hair, starts talking non-stop.  The other people appear to be too dazed to say anything, while she keeps chattering as though she never stopped even during her entrapment.  All the people rescued are dressed in 19th century clothing, and I get a sense that what has happened transversed across all time, and somehow threw it out of balance.  These are mysteries I do not understand, knowing only that we succeeded in our mission.

My elders are now getting dressed again, and I approach them to return the rattle, but they tell me it’s now mine, as thanks for the work I did with them.  Again, I feel deeply humbled and honoured, as I bow my thanks.

We are instructed to stand in a tight group.  The spectacular royal blue sky and burning red sands fade around us, and I drift gently towards wakefulness…  

Monday, July 9, 2012

WEEKEND IN THE ASTRAL


This summer was not an easy one for me so far.  It showed me that I could not go camping any more, which meant I was not able to attend WiccanFest, and I realized that I missed such an outing.  So when I received an invitation to attend a weekend in London involved in a workshop exploring Astral Travel, I jumped at the chance.  I passed the invitation to my friend, Mary Ann, and she too was very excited to take a break from “life”.

We left on Friday, which was the hottest day of the year.  With temperatures shattering records, soaring into the mid 40’s with the humidex, it proved very difficult for me but stoically made my way to the Aldershot train station.  Fast forward to London, and we were eventually picked up by Kim, one of the organizers and someone I met two years ago at WiccanFest .  Since we were early, she kindly opened up her home to us, until it was time to head out to the venue.

Mary Ann and I speculated as to how our accommodations will turn out.  We imagined that it would be very much like a utilitarian university dorm room, with a wooden plank supporting a foam pad for a bed.  And then we drove up to this beautiful Tudor-style house, nestled deep In the university property, surrounded by trees, lawns and even a forest in the back!  I noticed details like the dark-stained oak beams, showing the axe marks, the diamond-paned windows, the solid oak door with iron bound hinges, and… and… AIR CONDITIONERS!!

Inside the house carried through the theme.  The floor was hardwood, secured with wooden pegs and laid out in a beautiful pattern, a huge living room where we were going to meet, an elegant dining room, and our bedroom, oh, my gods, the bedroom was huge, with two double beds, desks, and dressers, a dressing room with more closets and shelves, and a bathroom that was almost as large as the bedroom, complete with a tub and walk-in shower.  And an AIR CONDITIONER all to ourselves!! 

Friday was an afternoon and evening of just getting settled and acquainted with all the participants.  Sadly, in spite of the comfort and coolness of the room, I did not sleep well, but still managed to have a very strong dream, which I wrote down quickly while we all gathered for breakfast.  Over cereal, eggs, toast, bagles, strawberries, bananas, yogurt, etc., not to mention pots of coffee and tea, we got fueled up for the morning session.

T. Thorne Coyle – she was the magnet that drew us all to this spot.  A beautiful person, wise soul, wonderful teacher and an overall joyous presence.  Starting the morning session with drumming, singing, dancing, invocations and gratitude praise, she then spoke of inward and outward journeys of the spirit. 

Deep meditation, deeper journey…
Drumming, singing…
Prayers, praise,
Dancing, sinking into bottomless silence…
Weeping, confessions…
Pouring out of the soul, comfort and encouragement…

How can I possibly describe the intensity of such exploration, both personal and group incorporate, of journeys we made together and individually.

Questions, concerns…
Answers, discussions…
Crayons, oil pastels…
Writing, drawing…
Visualizing, manifesting…

And so it continued.  Lunch was a welcome break – we needed to refuel and ground, then back for the afternoon session…

Out of body, etheric body…
Internal, external flights…
More words, thoughts….
Spirits, souls intertwined,
Grief and joy…
Teaching, listening...
Flying, grounding…

Supper – time to take a deep breath and ground again.  We all relaxed, visited, evaluated, laughed, and finally went our different ways – some to the Sun Festival, some to the planetarium or the labyrinth.  There was lots to do, and lots to explore, but I passed it all up, because what I needed most at that point was solitude and sleep.  Solitude to start digesting all the day’s exercises, and sleep, because by then I was about 40 hours without solid sleep.

Sunday morning, I got up before anyone else, except for the person who started the coffee brewing – I never did find out who that was.  I made myself a large mug of tea and went out onto the patio to enjoy the beauty of the green grounds and the forest at my back.  The horrible heat broke, so the air was cool and fragrant with the living green and filled with the songs of birds.  I saw squirrils, and so hoped to see a fox.  I was told that there is a rather large population of foxes there, but sadly, none showed up for a visit.  I had to be content with seeing one in my dream.

People started to filter down stairs, and soon I was busy setting out the breakfast stuff, and then eating, and once again we gathered in the living room ready to take on the next challenges.  The morning was spent in building our Astral Temples, and painstakingly setting paths, keys, gateways and intent – ah yes, Intent!  - to all our work.

More drumming and dancing…
More singing and chanting…
More flights of soul and spirit…

And finally, it was over. 

What!?  Where did it all go?  Wait – bring it all back!!  It can’t be time to go home yet!!  And yet, and yet… yeah, I had to admit that I was feeling somewhat overwhelmed.  It was indeed time to head home, to sleep in my own bed and begin digesting the huge amount of teaching, inspiration, of input and output.  Fast forward, to home, to my own little cocoon. 

Slept for 12 hours…

And now feel ready to start processing and practicing what I have learned. 

It was a perfect weekend, one that has enriched me in so many ways, and one that will continue to enrich my spirit for every day.  It was life-altering, and forced me to grow in unexpected ways.

Thank you, my deepest thanks to Thorne, for travelling so far to share your wisdom with us.  Thank you, Kim, for being our chauffer, and for opening up your Goddess Grotto to us.  Thank you, to the organizing committee for putting all of this together.  Thank you to Brough House for hosting the event, and to all the people behind the scenes that made this possible.  Thank you to all who attended – you have enriched my life in ways I can never express adequately.

Thank you, Goddess, for bringing me in contact with these wonderful people.

Thank you, Nagas, for intertwining yourselves into my life.

Thank you…!